Friends of Foes?

One week left until I am done my portfolio, so I have said to myself before. I wonder if I will be able to get my life back to where it was. Wherever it was because I can’t remember how I got here. And without knowing my steps, how can I ever retrace it back to where I was? Who were my friend friends? Who were my acquaintances? It all seems so long ago, I feel like I had amnesia. Who did I like but only teased with my mean comments? And who did I hate that I put up such a nice front to? With all these disguises, I guess it comes obvious as to how I can’t find my way back, maybe I wasn’t even aware of what I was doing.